Heres how the game actually works: i am your disease is a game in which players take control of the disease and have to survive for a certain amount of time. I cant function in the manner I am accustomed to. I could NOT do this by myself! So dont take for granted my powers sublime, Ill bend and Ill break you, time after time. We feel that something isn't right. More than you hate me; I hate all of you who have a 12-step program. The poem helped me realize that I needed to be proactive to keep my disease at bay. I give you instant gratification. Then there are some that if they try alcohol they become alcoholics. In any case, its fun to see and, at the very least, makes the game look a bit more interesting. It is only when we lose our minds and succumb to the disease that we realize the sickness is here. These poems explore the many stages, and emotions, of illness, in some of our toughest times, when we and our loved ones are most vulnerable. When you or a loved one is living with a movement disorder, its easy to lose track of all that makes you who you are and, instead, become the diagnosis. I will turn you from everyone that tries to take you from me For now I must lie here quietly. 3 0 obj stream Were you touched by this poem? While searching for answers to the unanswerable question of "Why, Why my child? Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. <>>> endobj Hello, I am your Disease. %PDF-1.3 Just a little brain food for everyone. Drugs are not cool. I wish you health and happiness, Allow me to introduce myself The title comes from the line, "My disease is this disease/This disease is my disease." The poem is actually about the self-awareness we often refer to as being aware of ourselves. Eventually I weaned off the suboxone when I felt I was ready. I live in another state. The result is I Am Your Disease by the Anonymous Addict. but not for to much longer cause I still have much to say Poems that confront the mystery of ailing health, diseases, treatments, healing, and dying. This isnt merely a burden. Cookie Notice When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. Your program, your meetings, and your higher power weaken me. SG17 5QB. Change), You are commenting using your Twitter account. Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none. Omg! You will see me, I am growing, and self-destruction is fading away, Only when I exist will you live Will who will inherit betty whites money Ever Rule the World? i am your disease poems story is still a little bit of a mystery. Author Unknown Phelps Luck Alano Club You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared, When you were alone wasnt it I who appeared? Allow me to introduce myself: I am the disease of addiction. I love to make you cry. What follows is a response to that poem - a letter written back to the disease: You are my disease. Spend our life together won't that make you happy, I didn't even believe I couldn't stop until I finally had to. I tend to write long, rambling posts, so get that coffee, get comfortable and enjoy yourself. Alcoholism, drugs and eating disorders. I'll take everything you got and still want something more You know who I am, youve called me your friend, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees. He has seen the snipers waiting in the wings. Check out my most recent post! I hate your higher power. It' all death, no matter what you call me. Share Your Story Here. I lost my own wonderful, beloved son to the disease of addiction. The copyright of all poems on this website belong to the individual authors. It literally means that the game is for you, the player, to have a constant, ongoing experience of the disease as you try to take care of it. I come in many forms, and shapes, and size No big deal! For now I must lie here quietly. And all the joy the world has to offer, Tags: aa, Addiction, drug addicts, freedom, hope, NA, recovery. At PMD Alliance, we know you are much more than a disease. A disease poem is a type of poem with a topic that is often more personal and personal to the author than the poem itself. Enter your email address to follow this blog and receive notifications of new posts by email. My life is far from perfect now, but at least I am not high and I do not have to worry about drugs ruining my life anymore! But he has trodden the paths of the outside world. When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasnt I the first one who stepped in and agreed, Now look at you bastards, youre all thinking clear, You escaped with your lives when you found your way here, Only fools think theyre winners when admitting defeat, Its what you must say when youre claiming that seat, Go ahead and surrender, if thats what you choose, But, Im not giving up. The game also looks as vibrant and deadly as ever in its new trailer. stream I Am Your Disease. He is 37 years old and has been on drugs 23 years. I have killed millions and I am pleased. I feel like if he doesn't get help, drugs are going to kill him. I love it when I make you so numb, Ill sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike, Whats yours becomes mine, coz I take what I like, Ill take all you own and I wont care who sees, Im your constant companion. I AM YOUR DISEASE You know who I am, you've called me your friend Wishes of misery and heartache I send I want only to see that you're brought to your knees I'm the devil inside you, I am your disease. <> I bestow upon you peace and acceptance. I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease, you want to know why? % I feed off your failures, I revel in your guilt. x[o6n/=(z9NhEAzuYVIIwz7OR/_z}^]LIv5;>,KRI]@3v<>5dI2zaWqx7`*1?Mw XL%1v9WaMeM%ru5/}n"=|f~FQ'B-4v4 kFZ9cra#])8e=RQo I've stolen from you your sense of pride, not letting you see that you are beautiful on the inside. >tPzk+(Z9Qet;(7DtZ[\Tq@, function in the manner I am accustomed to. You choose to have me. For many years I've urged folks to read, "I am Your Disease " as that poem succinctly defines the power of addiction by personifying the disease. Then one day I was saved by my mum; she came and understood I needed to get my life back on track. So take comfort in knowing, Im waiting right here, But next time around, youd better beware. All strengthen me and I work better than I thought possible, Now I must reach out to you Shefford Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. Until we meet again, I wish you continued suffering and death. I did jail to for my habit. When things were going right, you invited me back. This field is for validation purposes and should be left unchanged. When you feel fully alive, I weaken. So please dont forget me, I wont forget you, Ill stand by your side watching all that you do, Im ready and waiting, so call if you please, I wont let you forget me. When youre sick you are constantly having to take medication that you dont even remember you are taking. STOP! To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death, I wish you suffering! This is a disease that affects you. Well here I go now I'll just be on my way You will lie to everyone and say that I ain't real, Usually the addict has to hit his rock bottom to get help. 1 0 obj Common Mistakes: the word "i" should be capitalized, "u" is not a word, and "im" is spelled "I'm" or "I am". Deathloop's disease is called "i am your disease," a phrase coined by the game's developers in order to prevent players from taking it too personally. FnB]>szhHo{|zO=P+XN dh&EINqg[KaoaBdPE-$9JlU[0!wTlI/KoQ_ Xj.goq\I5L(^QPlTh\`,Jy. Ana M. Gopoian nalove16@aol.com I AM YOUR DISEASE Hello all, I hate this whole recovery movement, I hate meetings. I totally feel for you! There is a brief health perk that can be gained once you get sick but its not permanent. The Following Scan Will Last Four Minutes, Ode to the Hotel Near the Childrens Hospital. Required fields are marked *. But take you I will, and just as youve feared Ill want only to hurt you, with no mercy spared. The blood stains on the smothered floor. Cause then you'll find a way; a way to kick me out I am Your Disease - Clean and Sober Click to go to YouTube Channel cleanandsober11 I am Your Disease February 7, 2017 by cleanandsober12 Alcoholics Anonymous Sobriety I hate meetings. But I'm always here waiting for you. You don't see me, but I'm growing more powerful everyday. !Believe me it's a very hard road to travel and a lot do not make it! I Am Your Recovery | Unmanageable Living I Am Your Recovery 3 Mar While searching for the author of "I Am Your Disease," I stumbled upon this beautiful poem. Where do you come from? Reddit and its partners use cookies and similar technologies to provide you with a better experience. I am going to share this with my boyfriend. I wrap you in love and tender the shield of knowledge. I've given you comfort and relief. That's me. Allow me to introduce myself I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage of your soul. We worry. Don't look to me to give you wealth. If you know of this poem pre 1995 shoot me email, I'd like to give credit as the originator. When you settle for mere existence, I thrive. Whether you're a person living with the disease, a care partner, or another loved one, the I Am! When I finally was serious about getting clean, I went to a detox and got all of the drugs (mostly heroin) out of my system I got on a suboxone maintenance program and into therapy. Our favorite lines of poetry Yet, without my help, these things wouldnt be possible. Creating your nightmare for me was a dream, Im sure gonna miss you, we made quite a team. Sobriety, for me, was the #1 priority in life. I agreed with you. I hate anyone who has a program. The only thing you can do in all reality is first report it to the Dr. While searching for the author of I Am Your Disease, I stumbled upon this beautiful poem. He is now addicted and trading his weed on the streets for morphine tabs. If you continue to use this site we will assume that you are happy with it. Book a free addiction counselling call without any obligations. My doctor was monitoring my levels and checking my urines on a regular basis. I totally feel for you! ! Well if thats what youre thinking you aint learned a thing, Ill still knock you silly if you step back in my ring. However many people have major surgeries every day and do not become addicted. Ive given you comfort. 2 0 obj . The I Am! Ive always been there for you. To tell the 'Truth' by omission. Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none, Zoom info for Dawn Patrol Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID 947 1322 414 Password: none, In person held at the club and Zoom Zoom info Click here for zoom meeting Meeting ID:910 6756 5136 Password: none, In person at the club and Zoom. This resource will walk youthrough writing your own poem, making it simple and accessible. The game also has a pretty cool way to let players know whats going on, with a little video showing a group of players in a mall. Selena Odom, Sunshine After Rain By I hate all of you who work a 12step program. You cant hurt and you cant cry. I hate anyone who has a program! I bring self destruction, but still you cant tell, Ill sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell, Ill chase you forever wherever you go, And then when I catch you, you wont even know. I was there for you in the good times but mostly in the bad, We worry. I have good days and some bad, but I do not use, and I hope, wish, and pray I'll never go back to that life. You know who I am, youve called me your friend, Wishes of misery and heartache I send, I want only to see that youre brought to your knees, Im the devil inside you, I am your disease. But I will pray for you that you will have the strength to endure his addiction. Cunning, baffling, and powerful. - SoberRecovery; I Am Your Disease: The Many Faces of Addiction; Amazon.co.uk:Customer reviews: I Am Your Disease % I don't know what to do for him. I'll sweep you through heaven, then drop you in hell. I am here, I love to see you smile Create a free website or blog at WordPress.com. Youre an addict? You don't see me, but I'm growing more powerful everyday. (LogOut/ Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. Check out my most recent post! When you sold those possessions you knew you would need, Wasnt I the first one who stepped in and agreed? "I am your disease" is a poem I was given my first day in rehabilitation. You dont have to be a poet to participate! This is a truly bone-chilling description of just what drug addiction is, how the drugs hijack the brain and take over the entire mind and body. ?xn,hvv4^z/+ '8R.0^n]9exgBjwiCLAjGU51jN3lI0tVt,M,.%vKFzV\S d3B `|[52 0~J[PnA~$/Um7 I hate you but am powerless to harm you. I award you serenity and self-esteem. it talking to me. I never understood why the addicts I loved couldn't just stop until I went through it myself. Just remember this I will always be your disease. I Am Your Recovery, Check out my most recent post! By accepting all cookies, you agree to our use of cookies to deliver and maintain our services and site, improve the quality of Reddit, personalize Reddit content and advertising, and measure the effectiveness of advertising. Your programs, your meetings, your support, your Higher Power all weaken me and I can't . Once you or your members have writtenyour poems, submit them using the form below. I let this treatment center full of Addicts entirely slip by. Often, in rehab, the addicts are asked to write a letter of farewell to their drug of choice. I now facilitate Vet to Vet meetings at the Birmingham VA, and we read these type of poems to the groups and they absolutely love them. It can also be used to give clues about whats going to happen next. We make an appointment and visit a doctor. What trials have you withstood? We lean on our loved ones. Only when you live, may you thrive, I wish you strength and inner peace You have to remind yourself every day and choose every day to be clean, but you will always be an addict. kH`9m>TV|(%KJ0|{K5-8uG\e/-B9zv]AV(k3[;T All stories are moderated before being published. Save my name, email, and website in this browser for the next time I comment. I have killed millions and I'm pleased. Read more about the common features of addictions. We can wish and pray and beg but until they are 100% ready, it won't do much good. I wish you continued suffering and death. Summer Sager. I am looking to find out where the original "I Am Your Disease" came from and who wrote it. Each death is accompanied by an audio message, which can be used to give hints why things are happening. I wouldn't be here today with the dedication to my own sobriety at periods of my life. It taught me I had to work hard everyday to . It's all on the predisposition of the individual. It's like I can see it in my mind. Change). While the game, with its lack of a permanent health perk, has a lot of potential for social gaming, the story is still pretty bare. I wish you suffering and death. I hate higher power! Its so sad in a way, I had big plans for you. xYq}7O3{a`Y!~ IEN7pDdfU+@#1q9qaO3Lo~l7?\}`MM?.nT~z~wyszrg9r_JV.Sw?R/wenwpADaxB^y]Dvvwx "bk-~|N~~/_/;t,+N;}e":r9IR Pb9R(n^'x?yzn$|HI|?l,~N^~:txX3 282bk9>?Cp`tPghIpcwFU}+CnKVO`2PE}. And the eyes of bewilderment, seeking one last sweet breath. Writing about where you come from honors your voice, your history, and your worththe rich tapestry of you that deserves to be celebrated! I hate anyone who has a program. To lie, to deny, to mince and to parcel. I would love to see them write a letter of introduction to their recovery. You dont see me, but Im growing more powerful everyday. You know who I am, You called me your friend. Wishes of misery and heartache I send. Im going on 3 years clean July 31st! Don't let those people tell you what I am all about, It is about how much I am your disease. I've come to steal your strength and health. At PMD Alliance, we know you are much more than a disease. Its still a little bit of a mystery as to why one of the Visionaries is so obsessed with killing people. I am the disease of addiction. And then when I catch you, you won't even know. I'll embrace you in my arms and I'll never set you free, I am unsure who originally wrote it so am unable to give credit. Even diabetes, they take seriously. Allow me to introduce myself, I am the disease of alcoholism. We get the results, we hear the diagnosis. If you have any honour, Ill strip it away, Youll lose all your hope and forget how to pray, Ill leave you in darkness, while blindly you stare, Ill reduce you to nothing and wont even care. I'll invade all your thoughts, I'll take hostage your soul I'll become your new master, in total control One minute I had youthen next you were gone, You just cant dismiss all the good times weve shared. People dont take me seriously. I love anyone who supports my existence in you, To all who come in contact with me I want only to see that your brought to your knees. When you wanted to die, didnt you call on me? You said you didnt deserve to be happy. I am smarter than you and I am in control, I am your disease. I love all of you who support me, Your love, your faith, your kindness Many have chosen me, instead of love and peace. It's so true what it's saying because it will never leave it will always be with us till eternity. It's a blocker and I could not get high with opiates while taking it. 5 0 obj Will you tell me whether Im an addict / alcoholic. I hold out my hand and bring you faith. It is about how the disease is affecting me and how it is affecting those around me. (LogOut/ Despite my return to drinking, it is still my hope I can help others battling with an addiction, struggling with recovery or those looking for a better understanding of an addict and what we go through in life. When you call me I come, sometimes in disguise, Quite often Ill take you by total surprise. and our endobj Please log in using one of these methods to post your comment: You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. You are infected, and you need to take care of it. If you have your own family, Ill see its destroyed, Ill steal every pleasure in life youve enjoyed. I volunteer humility and shower you with confidence. We go through treatment. I'll sometimes lay silent, just waiting to strike. but if that's the case why can't you put down that pill To all who come in contact with me, I wish you death and I wish you suffering. There are some of us that if we try crack we will eventually became addicted to it. I am a recovering addict and thank God I have been clean since 8/2006. Get the Poem of the Day delivered right to your phone! The poem helped me understand how sick this disease is,"cunning, baffling, powerful!" I underestimated my disease for many years. Hello fellow addicts I am your disease, I will never let you sleep or put your mind at ease, I will always be here no matter where you go, I am smarter than you and I am in control, Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore, I'll take everything you got and still want something more So go to your meetings and pray hand in hand, for God to come save you. I am your friend. I love to catch you by surprise. We agree to have tests. I used for nearly 20 years after I had back surgery. I hate meetings! This has always been a key feature of many games in the survival-horror genre, and Deathloop is no exception. You dont have to be a poet to participate! I Am Your Disease (The Many Faces of Addiction) is a must-read for any young person even thinking about experimenting with drugs. So many have chosen me over reality and peace. I love to be your friend and kind attendant, I have helped you learn to comfort yourself I am your friend My name is "Your Disease." I am your friend. I let this whole room of addicts slip by, How did I lose you? Wasnt I there when you were lonely? Sharing your poem in community is a meaningful way to connect deeply with others and reveal the magic that makes you who you are. <> I am your disease. 6 7 Warren Court Certified Parkinson Disease Care Facilities. How to survive life with a drug addict, whether he or she is your mom, dad, brother, sister, husband, wife, boyfriend, girlfriend, friend, son or daughter. View michael-kolodziej-05aa4289s profile on LinkedIn, View 116728633839797200466s profile on Google+, Follow The Wandering Enigma on WordPress.com. By rejecting non-essential cookies, Reddit may still use certain cookies to ensure the proper functionality of our platform. To paraphrase Dr. Seuss, my disease poem is a little more than simply being able to say I was diagnosed with something. With POEMS, your liver, spleen and lymph nodes may become enlarged. In this process, youll call on memories, traditions, beloved meals, family members, items from your home, and defining moments to tell the story of who you are. I am your worst enemy! Cursing me with a dissatisfied crown you wear so lightly on your head. This is true Grace, I will give you contentment and all I ask is commitment, When things were going wrong in your life, you invited me, You said, I DESERVE GOOD THINGS and I agreed with you, Together, we are able to create all the good things in your life, When you are fully committed to me, you will be taken seriously, Like self-destruction, I do not come uninvited Also, subscribe/follow me to find out more! So when you think I'm gone and you can finally be at ease, @FsQw+e55\%;Ci?NeqxTloPe\}Ft UM b0c S It shows you how ugly drugs are and how they cut your life short. I'll become your new master, I'm in total . Every pore, Unaware the alcoholic's. Truth is the Master of Manipulation, Trained by the characteristics of his disease. I am your disease. I bring self destruction, but still you can't tell. Family, friends, and loved ones they won't matter anymore, Ill crumble your world with the greatest of ease, Im that madman inside you. Nelly Barnes, My Master By leaving me to be damned. (LogOut/ Organomegaly is abnormally large organs. 4 0 obj I hide the heckler's words and block the missiles thrown in ignorance and anger. I am RECOVERY from self-destruction, I have saved millions, and I am overjoyed, I love to hold you in reverie All other content on this website is Copyright 2006-2023 FFP Inc. All rights reserved. To all who come in contact with me, You choose to have me. I lost my children to welfare. Do NOT submit poems here, instead go to the. %PDF-1.5 The 12 Traditions of Alcoholics Anonymous. Allow me to introduce myself I Am Your Disease. Carrie Roush, Welcome To Hell By One minute I had you, then next you were gone. and even being 10, 20, 30 year sober in recovery you can still relapse it does take a matter of time it takes a matter of wanting to be sober and wanting to get rid of everything, feeling, troubles it give you. We struggle to find the courage, the strength. An I AM! Poem invites you to express the pivotal moments, places, and people that have made you who you are. To promise, to plead, to swear on all that is holy. I've been clean 11 years 10 months and 7 days. Home Addictions in general I Am Your Disease. I am your disease. Please help. For now I must lie here quietly. Your email address will not be published. <>/ExtGState<>/ProcSet[/PDF/Text/ImageB/ImageC/ImageI] >>/MediaBox[ 0 0 612 792] /Contents 4 0 R/Group<>/Tabs/S/StructParents 0>> I am your disease, and you are the disease that needs to be eradicated. Jan 24, 2015 you, your family, and your communities, suffering, pain and death. Author Unknown poem is a chance to honor that, to see yourself in your fullness. You have to choose me, So many have chosen me to find reality and peace, More than you love me Ive killed millions and enjoyed doing it. Better yet So go ahead and surrender, if thats what you choose, But Im not giving up cos I cant stand to lose. 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